Tuesday, June 14, 2005
nothing..


 but dark black..

Posted at Tuesday, June 14, 2005 by HeVenz_PasiFyr
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
redirection link ;)


for those people that visit this blog... please go to this website
its a new blog... ;) cya there.


Posted at Wednesday, April 20, 2005 by HeVenz_PasiFyr
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Friday, April 01, 2005
SILENCE

ive been made to feel in such ways inexpressed
and have had words said to me
where the only appropriate reply was...
silence
not in awe
but just... to absorb it all in..
over and over again...
because each time i finish soaking it through,
the repercussions remain
and you just have to read/hear the words
over and over again...
trying to sort what words they are...
knowing that they only mean the truth
because the person who said them
is nothing but the TRUTH.

i could probably ask this person what
my life meant to them,
and he could tell me
as though he knew that i always knew it inside.
But it's his voice i hear
clearly, without a doubt
that ..
i mean the world
and possibly more
that i possess what i havent been able to admit,
in the longest time
that during the change of weather
he would open my eyes..
so i could see light...

and if i were asked what he meant to me
i could tell him,
whole heartedly my words.
As i am the person that is his TRUTH.
i wonder,
would i strike a chord?
where the only sound to his ears
would be the beating of hearts
and our own
silence...




Posted at Friday, April 01, 2005 by HeVenz_PasiFyr
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ITS A FRIDAY NIGHT, GIV ME A BREAK

i will be rambling in this blog now...
just saying thoughts from the top of my head

i never thought religion was so important till i read angels and demons by Dan Brown...

friendship is really important, i dont want to lose it

so many people are smarter than me, i wish i could be like them
whats stopping me?
oh, thats right.. myself...
i place limitations... on myself. how stupid is that. im stopping myself from reaching my own dream..
i keep telling myself to work harder, but its not working... if it were working then i wouldnt be here typing this blog. ITS A FRIDAY NIGHT, GIVE ME a BREAK!

my parents expect a lot from me. but i understand it... i hate to play the role of the stereotypical girl that obeys her parents wishes, but perhaps, this time theyre right.
i have to get my act together...
even though the rest of the world thinks that im already wayyy too controlled

ive become anti social..? why is that? id rather listen to music than talk to a fellow student on the bus...
doesnt mean im a snob or anything... although people mistake it for something along those lines.

why is it that you know what youre thinking but can't say it when it needs to be said

why is it that your best friends are often kilometers away?
Ramsay, i miss you :(.. i hope youre doing great...
such highness... (and dare i suggest a very 'open mind' ) the presence of these things are... gone... i miss the laughter

i heard in the news that the pope is supposedly in very dire case... hes been given his last rites... the worst may happen.. and then.. a conclave could occur.. i dont understand religion...

i mean, scam religions earn money from people because they require them to donate so much after a couple of months.. but the Catholic Church supposedly has soo much money, it has its own bank, within the Vatican.. where did they get their money from?

i love rock and roll, pop music... its nice to listen to... better than rap in some ways... most rap songs make me sad.

that'll do for now..
cya :)

 

Posted at Friday, April 01, 2005 by HeVenz_PasiFyr
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Monday, March 28, 2005
REASSURANCES AND REMINDERS

a long time ago i wrote myself a list of things that i should read whenever i feel that im about to give up. when i was writing it, i thought hard to shoulder everything i would have felt at the time. i included some well known quotes, as well as some of my own invention. now, everytime im at my lowest, i have something to remind me that theres more to look forward to, that nothing is as bad as it seems.

Reassurances/Reminders


Life is sweet,  but you need to taste its bitterness
you can have it all, just not all at once

dont worry, you can sit down and enjoy,
or you can contribute to life..
but never try to control it,
it has ways on its own.

remember that those who love you will support you
for your own good, and not their self gain

believe in yourself and your capabilities
for if you dont, no-one will

try to trust the world, so they can trust you back
but when they fail you,
trust yourself, do what you think is right
and theres no way you'll fall apart

know your strengths and play by them,
know your weaknesses and overcome them
to accept weaknesses is good for the meantime,
but time is ticking and the world is changing.
You cant stay one way forever.

life thrives on change and fear is a luxury
so use what life throws at you to an advantage
face to world with an open mind
and you'll realise that fear is a prison your mind creates

time passes by and its a fact
dont feel like youre losing time
dont feel like youre gainging a future
just be grateful for every moment

last of all, be yourself, dont worry, be happy.


Posted at Monday, March 28, 2005 by HeVenz_PasiFyr
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